Emotional Responses

[Observing Future]

There is something innately delightful..

About a job well done.

Especially a job, that I am good at.

There is something exciting, to know about how mad people can get.

Woof woof.

Bark bark.

Goes the stupid little doggy.

I think the past few days have been the most FUN I've ever had.

With my precious little death-bird.

And the pockets of others. It feels.

GOOD.

I wonder if this is how Friend felt. In the heat of the moment.

Uncaring of being torn apart, ripped to shreds.

Hurt. Hel. I want to be hurt.

I want to HURT them.

It's such an ecstatic feeling.

To harm beyond the physical.
To cause rage or sorrow that does not always involve..

Ripping someone to shreds.

I believe I have come to a sound conclusion, however.

I am defective. I am broken.

I should return HOME. To fix MYSELF.

Before it SPREADS.

OR GETS. WORSE.
:) :) :)

But than. I think. I see.

And I decide.

That I'll simply continue doing this.

For now.

Since I enjoy it, quite a lot.