Collapse.
When I saw her die, it was instant.
I was so happy to talk to her again.
For a moment, it felt like I was fixing my doubts.
It was wonderful to see her happy, to see them happy.
Sometimes I sat alone and regretted bringing them together.
Like it would fix things.
And make me happier.
Now, I realize I'm just happy that they were happy at all.
The hollow one, who seldom smiled ever genuinely.
The sad one, whose gloomy exterior hid a warm heart.
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When she died, nobody looked my way.
No matter how hard I screamed.
They didn't even frantically scramble for her.
Falke felt the way I did.
Not the same way.
In my heart, I felt a fire, a raging inferno.
For once, I want to kill something.
I want to feel it's ichor splash over me in a reverie.
But for her, I think I saw a fire die, instead.
It's not fair.
And nobody even looked at me.
Or even said my name.
When I saw her die, it was instant.
I was so happy to talk to her again.
For a moment, it felt like I was fixing my doubts.
It was wonderful to see her happy, to see them happy.
Sometimes I sat alone and regretted bringing them together.
Like it would fix things.
And make me happier.
Now, I realize I'm just happy that they were happy at all.
The hollow one, who seldom smiled ever genuinely.
The sad one, whose gloomy exterior hid a warm heart.
-
When she died, nobody looked my way.
No matter how hard I screamed.
They didn't even frantically scramble for her.
Falke felt the way I did.
Not the same way.
In my heart, I felt a fire, a raging inferno.
For once, I want to kill something.
I want to feel it's ichor splash over me in a reverie.
But for her, I think I saw a fire die, instead.
It's not fair.
And nobody even looked at me.
Or even said my name.
Do people think that I didn't even deserve...
Just the slightest care in the world?
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Zico, I hope you can read this in my journal.
I never stopped thinking about you in... That way.
You probably knew. You knew, I'm sure.
But...
I'm glad that you at least died feeling something that cruel people denied you.
I hope you kissed, hugged, cried in someone's arms...
Pain wracks my body.
It's a pain I was never prepared for.
I.
Hate.
The unkind creatures of this world.
When I get the chance?
I won't give them a single shot.
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Falke. You will never see this.
But I will come back for you.
Not only is it what Zico would want.
No, Estelmaroon was her real name - she did tell me once.
I never called her that, because she didn't want me to.
But I want to save you from the hollow-ness.
And...
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I am going to kill anything that emerges from that damned Tower.
-
Zico, I hope you can read this in my journal.
I never stopped thinking about you in... That way.
You probably knew. You knew, I'm sure.
But...
I'm glad that you at least died feeling something that cruel people denied you.
I hope you kissed, hugged, cried in someone's arms...
Pain wracks my body.
It's a pain I was never prepared for.
I.
Hate.
The unkind creatures of this world.
When I get the chance?
I won't give them a single shot.
-
Falke. You will never see this.
But I will come back for you.
Not only is it what Zico would want.
No, Estelmaroon was her real name - she did tell me once.
I never called her that, because she didn't want me to.
But I want to save you from the hollow-ness.
And...
-
I am going to kill anything that emerges from that damned Tower.