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[Mali]

truth of the matter

is the truth of the matter.

matter covered in scars.

matter covered in tattoos.

matter covered in clothes.

matter uncovered by hands.

hands tracing the matter.

hands tracing the scars.

hands tracing the clothes.

hands tracing the hands.

the truth of the matter

is the exploration of hands.

"what will i find when i feel you?"

"Why we choose violence.." And then there is beauty, both breath-taking and flawless. It's whispered during the aftermath of the Mutant's fall...Opulence found within the manner jewels and gems are scattered across the battlefield, loitering the area where blood splattered freely across the sand. In these most sacred moments, even during the careful sapping of her gems and jewels, nipping at the life force of the fallen creature....She takes note of how beauty seemingly appears in the most deserted, broken, endless spaces...A single flower of sinka curling carefully around one of her crystalline stalagmites...As if pulling the blood and mana from the fallen warrior along with her own magic. In these moments, does she understand the reason as to why she's 'doing' this. It isn't just to still her heart when it comes to fighting mutants. It's to forcefully push her goals. Even if it's at the expense of others.

"thank you, Alucard."  

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Once again, can scribbles be seen loitering the journal of the teen - this time, it seems that she possesses conflicting emotions. "Hey...Kasimir, I'm sorry." there's been a lot of things happening in my life that I haven't been able to control. We've been doing the same things, mostly....Fighting against monsters and vampires and mutants, but...You're treated a lot different than I am. Maybe...It's because I'm a little more...I don't know...Silly? I ask questions - maybe - the obvious ones...But I never really mean any harm by them. Sometimes, I really don't get people. It's kind of like they want me to be mad. It's kinda like...They want me to fight against them, not with them. And as much as I hate to it, I won't kneel down to people like Aasa and the rest of those Yaru..Yaruo..Rough-heads. As angry as I am...I'll still smile and prove them wrong. By the way...I'm starting to get better at my gemsmithing...I'm sure you saw, but...I mean it this time. I'll be worth something. Eventually."

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