I Want To...

[Ohverride]

Die.
My chest hurts.
I love being loved. I hate being hated.
Nobody actually thinks highly of me...
The people that do are disappointed in me, now...
I...
I am afraid.
I want to make people's dreams come true, but one mistake and now I live in a nightmare.
People... Will start treating me like I'm nothing...
I don't want to be hated.
I want to be loved.
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But I can't do anything so magnificent...
I can't be a primordial of life.
I can't...
It hurts.
Can I do anything?
Somehow, it hurts for real.
Sometimes I wonder if what I did was right.
To myself.
Should I show myself around?
I'll just sit in this tower, in my tower...
Maybe...
Someone, please help.
I need someone to tell me it'll be okay, after what I did...
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I need help.
I need help.
I need help.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm afraid of myself.
I have nobody to curl up upon and cry to.
No siblings.
No family.
No...
My dream is all I have.
It's starting to feel empty.
I'll...
Get better, won't I?
People will forgive and forget...?


OHHHHH GODDDDD!!!!