06-02-2024, 09:12 PM
IT'S NOT FAIR!
THE WORLD IS SO UNFAIR!
WHY!?
BAD THINGS HAPPEN TO PEOPLE I LIKE!
THINGS GO WELL FOR PEOPLE I DON'T LIKE.
But some good things happen to people I like.
Sometimes it just feels like...
Very few good things happen to me.
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It simply isn't fair.
Sometimes I think I am pouring everything negative out onto these pages...
So that nobody else has to deal with them.
I am...
The Hateful Star.
The Loving Star.
The Joyful Star.
The Disgusted Star.
The Mournful Star.
The Raging Star.
The Awestruck Star.
The Innocent Star.
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It isn't right to feel jealousy.
I guess it sometimes hurts to see people's lives go mountain peaks around me.
I sit here at the bottom and cheer them on from my little plateau.
I want a kiss.
My father almost died on that journey.
My mother almost died on that journey.
They don't know that they are, but they are to me.
When people are sleeping, I'm tossing and turning.
When people are dreaming, I'm crashing and burning.
But I guess it's an honorable thing to be
the martyr and carrier of the boulders of other people's dreams.
-
When I love someone, all I know is...
They become repelled from me.
When I try to get closer again...
They die.
The seed of hate is black and vile.
It will make a nice weapon one day.
A weapon so dubious, so powerful...
That one swing smashes the mountains.
Two swings split the oceans.
Three swings kill a million men.
And four swings will break a billion spirits.
I wonder...
Am I too old to keep dreaming of love anymore?
...
No, I don't like that thought, Journal.
I think when I get my horns, I'll look nice and young forever.
But even so...
I don't think people will see me that way.
Sigh...
BAD THINGS HAPPEN TO PEOPLE I LIKE!
THINGS GO WELL FOR PEOPLE I DON'T LIKE.
But some good things happen to people I like.
Sometimes it just feels like...
Very few good things happen to me.
-
It simply isn't fair.
Sometimes I think I am pouring everything negative out onto these pages...
So that nobody else has to deal with them.
I am...
The Hateful Star.
The Loving Star.
The Joyful Star.
The Disgusted Star.
The Mournful Star.
The Raging Star.
The Awestruck Star.
The Innocent Star.
-
It isn't right to feel jealousy.
I guess it sometimes hurts to see people's lives go mountain peaks around me.
I sit here at the bottom and cheer them on from my little plateau.
I want a kiss.
My father almost died on that journey.
My mother almost died on that journey.
They don't know that they are, but they are to me.
When people are sleeping, I'm tossing and turning.
When people are dreaming, I'm crashing and burning.
But I guess it's an honorable thing to be
the martyr and carrier of the boulders of other people's dreams.
-
When I love someone, all I know is...
They become repelled from me.
When I try to get closer again...
They die.
The seed of hate is black and vile.
It will make a nice weapon one day.
A weapon so dubious, so powerful...
That one swing smashes the mountains.
Two swings split the oceans.
Three swings kill a million men.
And four swings will break a billion spirits.
I wonder...
Am I too old to keep dreaming of love anymore?
...
No, I don't like that thought, Journal.
I think when I get my horns, I'll look nice and young forever.
But even so...
I don't think people will see me that way.
Sigh...
-
One day I'll paint a pretty picture again in here.