demons.

[Dreamspeaker]

It's difficult to live with your demons.
Quite often, people have no strength to fight them.
Quite often, they end up losing...
And in my case, I think neither option is truly available.

Because he will never let me win.


But he will never let me lose either.






...


"I did what you asked... what more do you want?"


"Your efforts have improved. Why?"


"Because... because you left me no choice. I was going to die otherwise."


"Wrong answer."


...


At times, I do not understand what he wants of me.
But every single time, in retrospect...
It begins to make sense.


Maybe that's why he's fitting to do this.
To cast judgment upon others.
He's... better at this.
And me?


I'm just here to give him a perspective of humanity.


...


"You began to dream. You grew tired of laying down in the pool of your own blood. You want a change to come."


"My desire to change is how you got here in the first place..."


"Correct - and this desire for a change is your best quality so far."


...


I used to hate him.
Hate for what he made me do.
Hate for making me hurt all these people.
And getting me hurt as well...


But I think I'm beginning to understand.
It's not easy... and it never will be.
Yet I don't have much of a choice now.
Not anymore.


Perhaps eventually he will disappear.
Or I will instead.
I don't know... the future is always rather confusing.
Still...


They say you're meant to fight against your demons.

But...






I think...


I'm beginning to learn to live with them.