12-01-2021, 03:27 PM
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Dreams of grandeur always entered my mind when thinking of desires.
Looking upon those better off with disdain and envy.
Nightmares of that gap being an end one day. Because of a lack of conformity.
Dreams of a lonely child.
Nightmares of rejection.
Unfathomable.
The Dreams.
The Nightmares.
"Look at me."
Gazing with bleeding eyes.
They gazed back upon the lonely child.
"Stay with me."
They would only stare.
The child left.
They did not.
The Dreams they clouded.
The Nightmares they replaced.
Eyelids shut.
"Only I and It."
And for the Night.
Awake.
From the nightmares of time and life.
"Don't try to understand. You'll only hurt yourself. Accept them. Like I did."
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