05-31-2021, 01:22 PM
All of these new scars I bear.
They come from my life, countless battles, some I lost - some I won.
It doesn't change the fact that I became the only thing I didn't want to become.
I became my father's shadow.
A dog of war.
![[Image: f9562188cd8979f109f894956e18b82c.jpg]](https://i.pinimg.com/564x/f9/56/21/f9562188cd8979f109f894956e18b82c.jpg)
And I love every moment of it.
It's weird, I despised all of this fighting once - I did my best to defend my country, my family - all of Achyon.
Because I made myself believe that it's something I had to do.
Only now do I realize it's the only thing I wanted to do.
It's terrifying.
Windrun, is this how it felt in your youth?
Will I do what you did, in your past life, Torgon?
Is this the hunger you felt, Andromeda?
Is this how it feels to become jaded, father...?
![[Image: unknown.png]](https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/832205750273048596/848913883380056084/unknown.png)
Will I ever stop these desires?
I look deep within myself, and all I want is to be a father to my children.
But at the same time.
It would be so boring...
Why can't I just be normal..?
Is this the burden you spoke of, Azrael..?
They come from my life, countless battles, some I lost - some I won.
It doesn't change the fact that I became the only thing I didn't want to become.
I became my father's shadow.
A dog of war.
![[Image: f9562188cd8979f109f894956e18b82c.jpg]](https://i.pinimg.com/564x/f9/56/21/f9562188cd8979f109f894956e18b82c.jpg)
And I love every moment of it.
It's weird, I despised all of this fighting once - I did my best to defend my country, my family - all of Achyon.
Because I made myself believe that it's something I had to do.
Only now do I realize it's the only thing I wanted to do.
It's terrifying.
Windrun, is this how it felt in your youth?
Will I do what you did, in your past life, Torgon?
Is this the hunger you felt, Andromeda?
Is this how it feels to become jaded, father...?
![[Image: unknown.png]](https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/832205750273048596/848913883380056084/unknown.png)
Will I ever stop these desires?
I look deep within myself, and all I want is to be a father to my children.
But at the same time.
It would be so boring...
Why can't I just be normal..?
Is this the burden you spoke of, Azrael..?