Human?

[Arrow]

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Report #001 - Humanity.

You know. I've always wondered what it was that made humanity so special and to this day, I haven't figured it out. I thought it was my soul that made me feel human, but, I can still have my soul if I decide to never feel again. Something about the complexity of the concept makes me wonder, is it really worth going through the trouble to feel like one myself? In truth, I probably shouldn't. It fucks with my duty - my entire being; which belongs to the empire, right?

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Hearing things like this make me really wonder; am I my own person? Am I just a tool? I don't know.

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I'll probably never know the answer to that, not on my own. But fuck that for now, I don't know if I should be blabbering on and on about how I feel - nobody cares about that, right? 

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That's what I realized about humanity.

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Nobody cares about what you think and what you feel. Everyone's selfish. Everyone wants what they think is right - and they'll take everyone out of their way to do so. I know that now, matter of fact, I've seen it happen. I like to feel happy - sad - it makes me feel like I'm a real person but I also realized people would abuse this, not because they want to - but because of how humanity is.

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Selfishness is their drive - no consideration for anything but their own. 

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Is this really the way for them to keep going on? So much treachery, so much carnage. All made by those who don't care about what you feel inside. I know that now... I know that whatever the fuck's going on, nobody will give a flying fuck what I think anyway.

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Same shit, different assholes.

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Watching my friend almost die today... Yeah, that was a different feeling all together. I didn't know what I was feeling - was it fear? I never felt afraid before. Was it sadness? Probably. I know one thing for certain - it did not feel great, it never does...

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I know nobody's going to read this anyway but fuck it, I'll say it anyway.

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I'm coming for you.

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