The Ascendance of Humanity...?

[europeanSavior]

It was a while ago. 
Bruno pyr Aertas and Celicia... they tried to ascend, to defy gods, to annilihate them, that was it, wasn't it?
Oh, I don't even remember anymore... I might just be saying shit at this point.

Just not so long ago I was captured by Ariel Cirque,
and some Mire people introduced me to the absolute beauty that is Nyx...
...and from what I got from it, it wants me to ascend, to make me a being that is almost perfect...
To, well, know my errors, to fix them, to get rid of what makes me 'human'.
But not to defy god; to work with them, to help humanity... to help humanity advance even more.
Yes... that's what she wants me to do, and that's what I will do.

I wonder how everyone will react when I go back to Achyon, unharmed and with a smile on my face...

Oh... Achyon... it makes me wonder: am I not just following Celicia and Bruno pyr Aertas' steps?

Am I not just doing what they did, but with different wording?
I wonder if Achyon will consider me a traitor, should I reveal what I want to them.
Why was Celicia considered a traitor, anyways?... Oh, Nyx, I just can't remember it...

...No, I won't be considered a traitor... if anything, they might just accept me as a higher one in their rankings... 
...yes, that's what will happen... surely...
And eventually, if all goes well, if Nyx blesses me with her love,
and cleanses me of my permanent scars...
I'll surely be able to rise above my station;
to rise above humanity;
to ascend...

...to become the first commander who is more than a simple human.