Is it healthy to talk to yourself aloud in your room on a Friday night?

[Threemadbroski]

Honestly, I never thought I would take it this far. 
Maybe its a little unhealthy, But I have this grudge for a reason. 
To him I might have been something to walk over and forget.
But when you do something out of spite it inspires somebody else to do the same.

That white mane. The mask and metal right arm. I wont forget it. None of it, it triggered me to seek what I seek now.
Sometimes I wander, Sometimes I convince my friends to wander with me. Looking pointlessly for him. 
Teagan got her legs crushed once as we looked about. It was the first time in a while I wasn't focused on my own goals.
But after her pain was out of my sight? My day went on as normal. Ready to search until I found him.
I want him to see the flashing lights I can weave now. I want to enroll him into pain and graduate him into agony.

Why cant life be easy. As I recall somebody like you likes to show off. You are petty.
Well once I find you it will be a different sort of situation. 
But what do I know? Nothing I suppose. 
That desert I hope that's where we meet again. That's where I'll snuff you.