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In solitude...
In your own terms...
I had often wondered why you failed to reach out.
In your own terms...
I had often wondered why you failed to reach out.
Why your asymmetrical flow of cranky, boastful letters had met their bitter end so abruptly.
We thought you gone - asunder from these lands. Just like you had all those decades ago to push them out.
You left, like any other mortal... you rotted and decomposed, just like the meekest of us.
I guess I am still awestruck. In disbelief.
I guess I am still awestruck. In disbelief.
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We were never truly close.
You thought him better. A closer fit.
Everything I succeeded in, he outshined me vastly in.
Until I eventually thought myself fine with being supplementary.
I was too much like my mother.
He, so much more in your likeness... I was fine with it.
But even that changed overtime. In virtue and patience, I saw my own thirst for victory groomed proper.
I thrived. I see him as an equal - as does he. As do we all.
I saw my name engraved as you did - met the same boon and bliss.
I am worthy of these eyes now; of these locks. Am I not...?
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The opportunity to find bliss in that validation,
it is so distant now...
How will I continue to function - knowing your acknowledgement will never come?
Incapable of resolving the steepness in difference between us both, one you claimed so vehemently to be so...?
Was your legacy chosen already? Was it all bestowed unto him? Not a thought spared my way?!
How will I carry myself now? Knowing myself to be the second to you so perennially?
How, father... how?