Harbinger of Peace

[InThePooPoo]

there's never been a day in my life i felt i belonged,

i have never fit with any group,

not even my own sisters.






these thoughts of mine are quieted by song, i've found.

thoughts... doubts, maybe.

i've never been a doubter, or so i believed.

that was until i saw the look in her eyes when 

she heard my real name.

or the way that he found it so easy to

nearly end my life over a lie, a presumption.

doubts... doubts that i even have a choice in who i'm to be.

should i just accept it, then?

that i am fated to become reviled?

is my soul for sale, and shall the highest bidder receive me?





no... 

i don't think so.

they can look at me how they want.

i know what the truth is.

i won't give up on you,

mother... father.

brother...

sisters.

never.



but
i don't think
we'll ever be the same.


there is a song in my soul,

and it sings a yearning chant for peace.