Choices

[Vanai]

The grass is always greener

where shadow doesn't reach.

The Hunt is always cleaner

where there is easy meat.

Was being kind worth it? 

She no longer knows.

"Kindness will be your downfall."

[Vanai]

When it rains it pours.
But spring waters makes the desert bloom

Being kind was worth it, and in life, everything comes down to choices. 
People chose to be mean, so she'd choose to be kind. 
She'd choose to help.
She'd choose to grow.

Being kind might be my downfall. But I'd rather fall for that than fail at trying to make things better.

[Vanai]

The walls are high and closing in
Is there a way out?
Brick by brick I unbuilt I tried to see the sun
Instead of warmth, I was blinded.

A choice was made. To help. To heal... To find friends and family. 
A choice was made.
It was right. But wrong for me.

The cut of confusion and betrayal burns.. I don't know if I can choose that again.. I... don't know.

[Vanai]

In darkness I cling

to light deep within

A battle, I strive for life.

But my body is worn

my soul is sore

and still, I choose to try.

To be free, to be kind

to be of peace of mind

to help, to heal, to grow

The choices I make

despite what's at stake

is what I, to freedom owe.

I can't see!! I can't see. I can't see...

Hold on to the light within.. Don't stop trying. Don't lose hope. Pull through.

But I can't see the end of it.

Is violence really the only way to succeed? 

Maybe I should just.. hear them out... They said they could heal me... I only have to listen.

NO, they lie..!
Don't fall for their offers..! They don't stand on your side.

But I can't be free if I can't see.

The Wolken known as Grass was found seriously wounded after a conflict arose near the 'death bridge'. Eyes burned by occultic flame fed the already existing occultic wound that festered upon them, and as a holy mage this wound reached deeper than expected. Despite being pulled to safety to Arcadia's medical center, and receiving immediate medical treatment, she remained unconscious. 
Alive, but not living.
When will she wake again? And will she be the same?

Ooc: I am away, traveling until the 17th. For now, without access to the game. I am reachable via PM here on the forum for any planning of future scenes. (I'd happily do that!)!

[Vanai]

Silent

are the trees when the winds are still

Calm

is the ocean without a breeze

But life moves on

time moves on
...

I move on.

I'm stupid... I - I understand you now...

I was.. the man in your story... Please...! 

I... I'm sorry...

Even with those despicable choices of yours, I am proud of this growth that you have shown...

Right, or wrong...
Good or bad...
I was free, and...
The choice that led me here...
was my own.

The End.