Ugliness

[Peepers]

Do you believe in miracles?

Do they even exist?

I want to make a miracle one day.

Mother told me that they'll never be for someone like me.

Someone said that I was as miracle on my own.
Why do I have to be a miracle for someone else?
What if I don't want to be someone's blessing?
The shroud of beliefs and worship falls down.

I don't want this.

They won't listen to me, though.

They say I should never see the outside again.

I'll be tainted, it's what they say.

Sometimes, they come to my home.

It is a single room.

They tell me to make them something.

So I do.

Nothing I make is wrong in their eyes.
'A message from above' they call it.
What does that mean?
I just draw whatever they're talking about.

I've turned to painting, lately.

It's the same thing for them, no matter.

Anything I say or do is thought to be beautiful.

Beauty... I hate the word so much.

[Peepers]

I didn't believe in miracles.
They've never existed back then.
They didn't seem to exist in the future.
I was wrong in the disbelief.
I'm glad I was.

Do you think even mistakes go to Avalon?
Do you think it even exists?
What about those that sinned against such?
What if I don't want to go until they're with me?

I don't really want to go.
I'm just really tired.
No matter what I do, my eyes close.
My stomach hurts.

I just wanted to be seen as who I am.
Who I was supposed to be, who I was not in the end-
Neither of those mattered.
I just wanted to be seen as me.

As Apollone.

Hey, Artemiss...

I want to see you shine more beautiful than even Her.

Okay?