01-28-2024, 07:54 AM
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My time on this dirt pile has allowed me to grow just like my creator told me to do. he gave me my own will but that in turn made it so I had no emotions. He said it was because he didn't want me to take the same path as my brothers and sisters in my batch, I found it strange that he called them that and he even called me his son. I wasn't even born I was made in a vat and yet he still calls me his son. he tough me everything I needed to know to judge the right path to take to push humanity farther and to show that I care for the ones I surround myself with.
How does one show they care without emotions they will only think I don't.
But I believe I have done my best and my father would be proud on how I have grown. I gain some of the emotions I was made without even overcome those very emotions, I no longer held back by Fear, Sorrow can be fought with joy and Angry can be tamed and controlled. understanding them fully is a hard thing to do when you are made without them, but I have done my very best to do so.
None of my brothers and sisters has never come to this dirt ball but from what father said is that they are not the same as me and has gone against everything we stand for. I was the only one that wasn't a failure for the project. Father told me I might have to hunt down my brothers and sisters one day that I would have to allow them to rest but we were made to never rest we had no need.
What could that mean?
Do I have to take out my own brothers and sisters.
Time will tell I believe.
Anyways enough on that. I mastered my craftmanship in magi-tech and I was tasked with a big project in Eden. helping out with things like that brings me joy and the people that surround me are enjoyable to be around at the very least even if one of them doesn't stop hugging me, I really dislike being touched, but if anyone harms that one I will unleash a storm on the one who did like no other. just like I'm going to do to the one who killed my rival the only one that helped me grow the most on my time on this dirt ball.
I wonder where my father is now, is he still making wards or exploring the outer worlds. I am sure if he can see my growth he would be proud.
Am sure of it.