The Fool's Folly.

[catttdusss]

Another time, another place, another promise, another Life.
All of which could have been assorted to myself - but I refrained. They were incorrect, unrefined.

How could freedom truly be grasped if I were to anchor myself?
How could I truly exist, should I have bonded myself to a needless doctrine; facilitating the same ideology which I despised.

Which he despised. 
This is the end, isn't it?

Yet, it is better than most.

I lied, didn't I?

There is much I still sought to achieve, much which could have been achieved - fortified, remade, broken. It was all within my grasp.

Yet, I said otherwise.

It's no use in pouting over it! Most don't get to fade in the name of someone they loved!
So, for now.

For an indefinite amount of time...

I will suck my teeth, and I will remain stagnant.
For however long should they be?

I am unsure.
But I've never truly been sure of anything. 

Except now, I guess. 
Let me spout a truth, then! Just this once.

You know who you are, you know who I am.
I love you. 

As for my brother?
Go ahead and do your thing-- both of you!
I know of your plans, Libertato - and I know exactly how bold they are.

Complete them in my name, in our name.
I can't truly hate anyone or wish death upon another - but.

For just this once, would it be fine to say;
I'd love to see them suffer. 

Take that as you will, you're a smart enough boy.
But, for now?

I will be resting, sleeping.

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Dreaming.

.. FIN...?