why here? why now?

[Quatral]

i'm not quite sure where i was meant to be
yesterday, or today
goodness! tomorrow is anyone's guess
not even the gods know, least of all them, heavens no
but then who's to say i should be anywhere at all?
go anywhere?
do anything?
the world can be so large
yet here i am
daunted by the task of self actualizing
 
feels a bit silly
yet,
here i am
 
watch out world!
i think i am going to make some hot coacoa