End of a Mistake

[eev]

Cold enough to beget warmth.

Laid within the snow, I have not the arms to push myself standing.

They ate them yesterday. My stumps bleed no longer.

I've lost way home so long ago. Yet I've lost hope only now.

But, you arrived. You've saved me, father.

Yet, it was not so simple.

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There were others you took. Some orphans, some you pulled from their mothers' arms.

You raised me a monster, just as you did them. I grew twisted, askew.

My arms are more bark than flesh. My fingers are claws. I cannot play the violin anymore.

I cannot write, I cannot draw.

I feel sick when I eat but flesh.

I couldn't love. I couldn't keep Sariel.

When he died, I couldn't shed a tear.

I hate you.

I hate everything you've stood for.

Our lives were but a twisted game you've spun.

And so, I've ended it.

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Nazo, Kaynzo, Heinrik, Oznan. My brothers and sisters.

None stray Esshar any longer. Nor do you.

You've made us all monsters, just as yourself.

It's over.

I've undone all of them. I've made it right at last.

All that remains now, is me. Amaranthis, your mistake most dire.

And soon I too, shall perish. You will have no legacy.

None of my children will even hear of you.

But please, please come back to me, before I reduce your forest to ashes.

So I can show you why...



You should've left me to fucking die.

Nanzo.