journal of lucius ras pelleaux

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day 23!! give it up for day 23!!
i'm almost old enough to start formally practicing magic! i think that's pretty cool.
big sis is older than me, so she's got a head start, but i think that i'll catch up really fast!
i'm the strongest pelleaux, after all !!

ive spent a lot of time sneaking out to go to ways stone
its nice to stare up at the stars when i do.

sometimes they talk to me.
they give me recipes and flowers and advice on how to talk to girls, but i think girls are kind of gross.
they always laugh when i tell them that.

im just glad no one's noticed me yet! i think it'd be kind of scary if they did since i'm not very good at fighting yet.
don't get me wrong journal!! i'm plenty strong...

any way! im gonna keep updating this!! stay tuned for my wonderful cool awesome achievements- like when i become king!!

i think my first decree will be to remove broccoli from osrona. >:))

look out world... here i come!!

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Why?

why won't you come home?

this isn't fair.

i'm the prince. i'm supposed to have everything i want.

it's all mine. all the world's treasures and all of the world's people are supposed to be mine.

there is no reason for me to not have what i want.

... and that includes you.

any who cross the prince should suffer. that's how it's supposed to be, right? i'm better than all of them. i was born better. by that logic...

all of the spoils should go to those who deserve it, right?

the superior, right?

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i miss my dad.

i miss faustus.

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i want Paragon.

i want the world.

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Was your life good?

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Was it worthwhile?

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... why does it hurt so much?

... mother.

... father.

... faustus.

... mani.

... sariel.

... ciel.

... sister.

help me. please.

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