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"I was such a fool to think otherwise.... why would I put my faith in you."
At times I thought it was more about the time spent together
Then what I could give you
But no matter how much I slaved away working to the bone to make sure everyone was happy and in the right state of mind
No one ever asked if I was okay
"Close your heart to it."
But I can't?
Does this make sense to you? I am only human after all as much as a Monster as I wanted to be I cannot void myself of Empathy.
How can I ignore emotions?
It's Impossible and you know it.
"I love you"
I never said it back.
And then you tried to fill my head with dreams of a future that is now impossible all for what?
Pride?
Don't make me laugh my whole life I have been defending my pride and that of my family Don't say it was about pride.
You wanted something of your own, something I couldn't give you even though I had already promised you the world you just wanted to rip me up into pieces you knew what you meant to me and you selfishly did this...
"I was a fool to place faith in you..."
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"Such a fool, but never again will I put my trust in someone like you.."
Did you love her?
I don't know...
What will you do now?
I want to drown myself in emotion.
I want my pain to be felt physically I want people to suffer like I am now.
And most importantly I want to have my revenge even if that means I have to die violently to get it.
So you will use your pain and suffering as a weapon.
....
That's what I'll do
Not for you
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But for myself...
looking back now
I'm glad I never said it back
Pride?
Don't make me laugh my whole life I have been defending my pride and that of my family Don't say it was about pride.
You wanted something of your own, something I couldn't give you even though I had already promised you the world you just wanted to rip me up into pieces you knew what you meant to me and you selfishly did this...
"I was a fool to place faith in you..."
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"Such a fool, but never again will I put my trust in someone like you.."
Did you love her?
I don't know...
What will you do now?
I want to drown myself in emotion.
I want my pain to be felt physically I want people to suffer like I am now.
And most importantly I want to have my revenge even if that means I have to die violently to get it.
So you will use your pain and suffering as a weapon.
....
That's what I'll do
Not for you
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But for myself...
looking back now
I'm glad I never said it back
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