01-18-2022, 07:34 AM
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The world is bearing down on me. I was always strong, but this is a weight I've never felt before. The weight of my own dreams. The weight of my mother's will. The weight of my sibling's safety. The weight of the Ebonblooded's future. Part of me thinks I can't carry all this weight...
Part of me knows I'm the only one that can.
Hatred is eternal.
My eyes only see vengeance.
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How am I supposed to survive in a world made for demise?
Sometimes I think it'd feel nice to be a kid again, but I can't. I'm growing too fast for my own good.
Is this how you felt watching all of us?
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If only I knew.
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Rise.
Bathe.
Eat.
Stretch.
Pray.
Grieve.
Fight.
Fight.
Fight.
Eat.
Bathe.
Sleep.
My eyes see a world growing alongside me. One ruled by hatred and violence. I was raised in thrive within it, but I wonder if there's another way. A way where I won't have to kill the ones who don't deserve it. If I tear down those walls where will he be left to grieve? If I erase that city who will I cast my line with? Maybe there's no answer...
Hatred is eternal.
My eyes only see vengeance.
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![[Image: XdrUB40.jpg]](https://i.imgur.com/XdrUB40.jpg)
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How am I supposed to survive in a world made for demise?
Sometimes I think it'd feel nice to be a kid again, but I can't. I'm growing too fast for my own good.
Is this how you felt watching all of us?
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If only I knew.
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Rise.
Bathe.
Eat.
Stretch.
Pray.
Grieve.
Fight.
Fight.
Fight.
Eat.
Bathe.
Sleep.
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Repeat.
I'm tired.
Repeat.
I'm tired.