[BabyFatJesus]

How long has it been now?

It feels like a century, and yet I know my heart will keep beating for a thousand more.

The more things happen, the more I realize that it’s all the same.

Was it worth it?

I’ve finally brought you back to where you belong, Eury.

She always did look better in red.

It was her color, which probably doesn’t come as any surprise, does it?

I tried my best.

Do you think that makes up for having lost her in the first place, mother?

I don’t think so. It still hurts to think that I’ve failed the two of you.

In the end, I couldn’t keep that promise.

I wish I could do more to make this world a better place,

not just for me, but for them.

But I don’t think I’m good enough anymore.

I walked into darkness, and I don’t think I came back out.

This crystal in my forehead is a part of me now, and I feel it more than ever.

It’s evil, and now so am I. I shouldn’t be out there anymore.

They think that I am strong, that I am willful, but I know the truth.

I am frail and withered. Faded and weary. Weak. I am afraid. 

Afraid of myself, and of what I’ve become.

I am not good enough anymore.
Was I ever?

But at least I will always have him. He is my light within this darkness.

He still sees the saint within the sinner, even when I am at my worst.

I can be myself around him, because he will always understand, and he will always love me.

I would be truly lost without you, Finn.

I love you.