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You broke my heart.


I've made mistakes, quite a few.
Things I can't replace, things that hurt you.
I've made my bed, and said what I've said.
There was always a beating coming, and it wouldn't do me any good running.
I've made my mistakes, but so have you.

You wanted me to throw my life away.
You wanted me to have eyes for only you.
Lately I've found the latter to be true.
But I'm afraid the former won't go that way.

The most beautiful thoughts are always besides the darkest.
That day I thought about killing you.
And I love you more than I love myself.
Does that make my life worthless?

You treated me like a hound.
You wanted to use me.
You wanted our love to be temporary.
So I struck. I bit. I showed you that you were wrong.

You broke my heart. You shattered it into a million pieces.
From the looks of it even a millionth of my heart would still rather be with you.

You wanted me to leave my life behind.
You never understood who gave meaning— what made my life one worth living.

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You threw me away, yet I still think about you.
I crossed you out of my life, yet I still think about you.
My friends hate me for it, but they're not you.

The horrors, the darkness, the secrets you're hiding, I don't care to know them.
I know myself. I know I might get scared. I know I might make a mistake, so don't tell me anything.

I don't care if you're horrible.
I don't care if you turn into a Demon.
Those words I've said that night still stand.

I love you.

I just wanted us to be equals. I just could not stand the idea of you ever letting go of me. I was angry.
I crossed out our love, but it seems it's stronger than even my blade, my will.

I should have expected a snake to bite me. I just never thought it'd hurt that much.

Call me insane, but I love you.
Tell me it's over, and I'll love you.
Try to kill me, and it's with tears that I'll regret ruining our happiness.


I don't expect another chance, another shot.
I owe you a cut across the chest.
I owe you years of love.
I owe you to grow old together.
I want to owe you those.

Today I seriously thought about killing myself. I contemplated it. Suicide.
And I thought about killing you and I love you way more than I love myself.
You'd only care enough to kill somebody you love.
The most beautiful thoughts are always besides the darkest.

You broke my heart.
I love you.

You've made me lose my mind.

You're my world.








Let's do it again.
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tainted red.
clothes of the dead.
mentors in our head.
your cloak. my headband.
we match


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The ghosts in my head are watching.
Can you hear them whispering?
Maybe it's you. Maybe you've joined them.
I could not know, everything sounds the same.

She looked up to the skies, to the stars.
She prayed to the angels who never came.
She was crying in your name.
I can't carry the weight of your will. I won't get far.
It's too heavy.
I'm sorry.

Lately it feels like walls are surrounding me.
If only Nysea had that kind of security.
This is a prison. This is destiny.
I was bound to watch you die.
I just never thought it'd happen so soon.
I can't even look up at the sky.
I'm still scared of the stars, still scared of the moon.

I wonder if you've ever felt like this.
I wonder if you've ever hurt with her.

Sometimes it feels like I've lost my mind.
Was there ever something to lose, something to grind?
No. Yes. No. Yes. No. Yes. No. Yes. No. Yes.
No one else I know has taken an oath in the mud.
What could I hope to accomplish with this dirty blood?

Hey, Atlas.
Do you think occult madness can affect people around you?

Hey, Atlas.
How could you carry the whole world on your shoulders?

I hope you can't read my thoughts.
I was a mistake.
What else is the world going to take?

It feels like it's my fault.



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It usually is my fault.
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Vriska Wrote: yeah having an MCU loki icon is pretty cringe huh
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leaves stopped falling.
cold is approaching.
winter is here.
warmth returns this year.
in your arms i lay.
happy birthday.


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Your birthday was approaching.
The weight on my mind was encroaching.
How could I expect we would meet again?
How could I expect love through all this pain?

This makes me feel like a weak man who thinks that he strong.
Must I play the chauvinist to be the man you want?
Second by second I'll pay my due.
So long as I end up with you.

I was advised to live a lie.
Yet I must wonder why.
Death had not claimed my love.
In the end it's you I chose.

Don't let love be the death of duty.

I'd like to say I would listen to orders.

Is a King's love for their people not duty?
It matters not. They'll blame me.

Do you think they hate me?
Do you think they're looking for me?

I wish being friends could work.
I'm sorry.





I have no regrets.
I'm happy.
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Vriska Wrote: yeah having an MCU loki icon is pretty cringe huh
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souls stopped flailing.
cold is everlasting.
winter is here.
it won't be this year.
away from your arms i lay.
happy birthday.



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Long have I waited to see your smile again.
Will I be able to bring it as I did back then?
I wonder if many still speak of my loyalty.
I hope all these years have not broken your trust in me.


A hundred years, that's something to celebrate.
I want to hear all of your stories, I cannot wait.
Above all there is something I hope you remember Jianyu,
No matter how long it takes it will remain true:
I love you.




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Happy birthday to you.
Happy birthday to you.
Happy birthday dear Jianyu.
Happy birthday to you.

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