Entry 9
Hello, diary. Mariaan here. It's been about... hmm... a year since I got out of jail? Amazing!
Not many children get locked up in jail like I do. Any that do certainly don't come out children. I guess I feel the same way... things can't ever go back to the way they were before. Everybody looks at me differently, everyone judges my word as less valuable. It's fortunate that Queen Nebula decided to give me a nice job and position, but nowadays nobody even wants couriers from Osrona! Because the last one turned into the Queen. Haha! I wonder if I'll ever become a queen.
Sometimes I wonder if I ever got out. Especially since I met this crazy bag cat person, I've been having a lot of thoughts like that. Not as stupid as hers, but...
What if I've just been dreaming this whole time?
It makes sense that I'm still asleep.
If I was awake, I'd be free to act how I wanted
Sometimes I wonder if I ever got out. Especially since I met this crazy bag cat person, I've been having a lot of thoughts like that. Not as stupid as hers, but...
What if I've just been dreaming this whole time?
It makes sense that I'm still asleep.
If I was awake, I'd be free to act how I wanted
Entry 10
It's been hard- real hard. Trying to keep everybody happy, to not do anything stupid. Don't do this, don't do that... sometimes I feel like all my personality's spiraling down the drain like rainwater.
Everybody says they like me... but everybody wants me to be different. Oh well. Today I found my solution.
Everybody says they like me... but everybody wants me to be different. Oh well. Today I found my solution.
It's.. music! I've found that a little bit of song really helps calm me down. Like dumping dirt on a fire. It's great. My own sound magic is really helpful there! I just put a little chant in my head and go about my day. Just like that, all violent tenancies are gone!
Makes it a little hard to hear people, but whatever. Now Lloyd can be happy with me for once!
Makes it a little hard to hear people, but whatever. Now Lloyd can be happy with me for once!