The Colors that Never Come

[GSM]

it's beautiful here.
it's unlike any land i've ever seen before.
entwined in these branches, the flowers do truly construct a bed.
harmony's domain, yes?
why don't i feel it why. WHY what IS it
staring at the. infinite skies
waters churn. they toil. they breathe
the treess the treesss the grass it is soft
what DO I DO
they treat me kindly here.
creator be willing, this beauty will remain in the. mind. its eye.
please.
WHY are you SILENT sayYY soMETHING
wings expand. wings contract. they are still bound
mmmhy own fault. me. i.
not me. the. dead one
they don't seeee they CANNOT see what DO I FUCKING DO
living is so beautiful.
i wish to be. as beautiful as it
all things happen for. a reason. counterbalance
the old me was rIGHHhhT
i. have shed tears again
forgot the feeling. nobody saw them. i do not feel better
seven. seven seven seven seven seven.
humanityYYYYOU DID THIS TO ME YOU ALL OF YOU
knew this would happen.
my fault.




i am sorry, azalea
i woke up with these wounds on my wrists.
yes, bind me once more.
i do not want my violet blood to stain this harmonic canvas
what do i say?
for the nothing that lingers in the mind.
father, father
i need you
please
say something for me.