Dancing with the Shadows...

[Big Cat]

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-And so she spoke, of belief beyond the pantheon. Understanding of ones self and the potential that man harbored within... Yet everything held a foundation and the gods oversee this unity.-

    

"I have lived my life by personal design, seeking to inquire upon the various aspects of who I am, what I wish to be... From abrasive and expressive to seldom wisdom. Several shades of wanton desires came together in belief. There's nothing I hate about myself, even if I am wrong. That's fine, I will learn and if I am right? I listen to the views of the other... Maybe this all started from where I was born, in the unreality. 

How different does that make me? Another question I asked myself as I grew... 
  
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I wanted to be like them...

I wanted to be seen by the pantheon...

But I hold no trace of a Nephilim...

I'm not worthy of being a champion.
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After deep deliberation and guidance from my grandmother? I've realized... There's nothing wrong with this either... I need not be a champion nor a nephilim to invoke their teachings. To attempt a life worthy of their attention, even if this isn't enough? I seek to prove the end holds meaning in what steps were taken.

If I fail? If I fall before it matters...

Then let it be...

Nought."