The Curious Scientist

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I suppose its time to keep these logs updated to remember them- Lillian Flameheart

Today was like any other, i expected it to go.. blood and magic on the battlfield
I promised Sci i wouldn't fight yet i did it anyway, and for that im sorry
Im so sorry i did what i did, i won, my flames burn hotter than every before
But at what cost?

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Taglia is Dead.. gods i miss her already, every hour that passes i miss her more and more
Khan why did you do it.. i really wanted you to change but nothing much i can do about it
Vent you betrayed us.. to think i loved you like family
same with you Dior, you where a wonderful friend yet you turn to the horde

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It matters not anymore my ideals are changed
I showed kindness and tried to bring mercy to those
Hel i sparred the one i attacked in the raid, even though in the end the place got destroyed
Maybe its time i return to my roots
I fear if we settle down again we will be attacked again

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Maybe just being a curious scientist was the best bet for me
Inventing and Researching, its what i was good at
Is war really what i want?
No..
i know what i want and im returning back
Mining, Crafting and inventing, getting married and having a family
That is what i want

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Oh sunny.. Barca and the others i may not join you in fear of being hurt again
Ariels i thank you so much for the therapy you gave me in Audhild
You showed me that maybe this setback, my home being destroyed and friends leaving me
Can be a thing i can overcome.. i have preparations to plan for
Outfits to wear in the coming months, Alhena don't worry this wedding is still in effect
For now i close this book and rest.. Goodbye Taglia i love you and i always will
Ain't to much on Lifestream talk but maybe in a new life ill see you again
You died a warrior, inspired many and left a mark on Meranthe, im proud of you
You will be in my heart forever, and thats a promise