a magus in bloom

[Bluebird]

So much has transpired in my life.
I have seen and experienced things that would make and have made most give up, or curse the world.
So close was I to doing just that.

But I remembered what it felt like,
to walk along the shores...
To let my feet touch the grass, to hear the birds sing their songs.
To breathe in fresh, crisp air; to see and hear the laughter and smiles upon my friends and loved ones faces...
And even strangers.
And then, my husband and my children...

Do you remember?
We wished, and hoped, and made it a reality.

And now, we both are linked forevermore to Solais...
Even though we are aware of the meaning of this;
we cannot age naturally, we cannot die naturally.

When Solais is injured, when Solais is at death's door, that is when we are.
But we still did this...

For we are together with Solais.
We are here to help safeguard life, to help bring hope, to ensure the dawn shall always rise after the night.
I may no longer truly be a human, but for humanity I will remain steadfast with you, my friends, Eleos and Solais.

We have much to see,
much to watch,
and much to protect.