Losing It

[SilkiyTea]

Today I forgot how to brew Fantasia.

A strange thing to realize.

One moment the ingredients were on the tip of my tongue.

Shattered dreams. Hopes and desires.

Ambitions and emotion. Gone. Like the wind.

I can still remember how to make the potion of..

Potion... Potion...

What was it called again.

My Medicine. It's my medicine.

It's my Medicine.

It's my Medicine.

I feel. I feel like I'm forgetting something. What was it she said.

I can't remember. It's a bit foggy.

Foggy....

Tomorrow I saw my body move without my command.

I heard a voice that was distinctly mine, and yet not.

I said things I would never say, nor mean.

I felt things I have never felt, nor ever would.

I'm exhausted. I'll let him do the talking for me.

When I wake up? When I wake up...

When I wake up.

I'll make his life hel.

All of the meaningless names and faces he's met.

All those smiling, caring, loving people.

Oh I will have so, so much fun.

It'll be just like old times, brother.

Stripping away your smiles.

Then watching you die.

Just like old times.

Now let me sleep...