My Name Is...

[Peepers]

It's been awhile for Humanoids since I talked to you. I- I'm sorry. I'm sorry for taking so long. I'm sorry for everything I've done.

I'm sorry for failing Him, for watching only suffering and doing nothing. I'm twenty but I feel so much older. I feel like I should be doing something. Anything.

What do I do? Should I stay, should I go, should I just disappear into nothingness? I really want to. I really want to be weak. Everything hurts.

It's wrong.

wrongwrongwrongwrongwrong!

There's nothing I can do, though. Mother, oh Mother...

I've failed my Kin. Oh [][][][][][], my Father. I've failed being connected to Her. I feel despair.

It hurts.

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My name... My name... what is my name?