Are you Watching?

[SilkiyTea]

Waiting! Waiting! Waiting! Waiting!

Oh how I love to have a reason to play, to panic, to cry!

But I've stopped getting reasons.

How am I to deal with that?

No reason! None! I wish to feel what he felt, to see her coming close.
Lucid and in control.

Ready to give you of her own blood a sleep where none can wake.

Were you sad?
Were you mad?
Were you helpless?
...
....
.....
Were you afraid?

I was. I felt it. It was delightful! A soufflé of panic. Icing of Uncertainty. Delectable and delightful!

Oh but the world is so... So...!
Sleepy! Sleepy! Sleepy!

There is no fun, in striking those of lethargy.
The drug-addled church girl seeking not to inflict harm, nor hate upon me.
The elder mutant speaking in passivity over a god long dead. The dead do not DREAM OLD MAN!
They rot. They decay!

Where is the WANT!
The NEED!
The DRIVE!

I wished to harm and hurt. For revenge.
But never did I seek to be the Fear I do so yearn. But...
But but but!

There is no panic in passivity.

There is no fear in mundanity.

What must I do. Hmm? Must I wander and lash out?
Monsters. Osronans.

I have made no move to hide who I am.

What I am.

I did not learn these tenants for nothing.
Naysien this. Naysien that.
Yet they seek not to Scare me.
No righteous fury, nor divine intervention!
FINE! Fine fine FINE!

If the first act won't start!


Then

I

Must

Pull

The

Curtains

Wide!

 God, are you watching?