If you do not change direction, you may end up where you are heading.

[Moloch]

breath lobbed halfway through my throat, incapable of sliding either way.

to no reproach, to no flux.

betwixt approval and every fiber in my body acting in retort, whilst your soul is sold away.

to no reproach, to no flux.

i hate you, for this dishonesty.

i hate you, for having deceived me.

alanis.

mayra.

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what are you doing?! run - run away! stop her, do something. anything!

i wish i could choose again, not to attend... nor pretend to know or see.

to no reproach, to no flux.

in my ignorance, my wishful thinking. in my wishful thinking, my inability. the terror.

to no reproach, to no flux.

in my inability, all my hate. that which i cannot stop.

to no reproach, to no flux.

my hands drip with blood.

your hands drip with blood.
i desperately want to kill you, i have tried to.

alanis.

mayra.

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i should have stayed home, i should have stayed home, i should have stayed home, i should have stayed home, i should have stayed home, i should have stayed home, i should have stayed home, i should have stayed home, i should have stayed home, i should have stayed home, i should have stayed home, i should have stayed home, i should have stayed home, i should have stayed home, i should have stayed home, i should have stayed home, i should have stayed home, 

i'm a sinner, now.

i've enabled all of this.
to no reproach, to no flux.
there's nothing i would like more than to cease to exist in this instant

is this trust?