Rambles of a Pious Woman

[Kippahkid]

We were supposed to marry each other
We were supposed to grow old together.
We were supposed to have a happily ever after.

The last we spoke, I had wished you luck in your fight.
You were going to teach the next generation,
You would have been a wonderful professor.

If I had known that it would have been our last talk,
I would have held you longer, and savored our time.
But I took it all for granted.

I found the heart stone you left,
the one that would have become my ring.
I even had a wedding dress all picked out for the day to come.

But all that will never happen,
I can never embrace you again.
Atleast our last moment was a happy one.

You will be cherished my love,
and I shall pray for you each night,
Your soul is with the stars now.

So why do I still feel this fury in my chest?