Bruno pyr Aertas — Third Failure

[Jumpy]

She asked me to kill her. She wanted me to do something that I could never do, that I would never dare to do. There was nothing noble or beautiful about what I did. There was nothing I enjoyed. I cried. I cried for the first time since my sister died. It's all pointless. Everything I've ever done only hurts the people I love, and yet, I must continue. I must keep on. I have to. It's the only way. The world needs to grow, or all I've lost, all I've done, all I've committed will be for nothing.

Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.

Why the fuck did I break everything that I had? How could I do something like that to the woman who loved me through everything? It's... It's for a greater purpose, but is it really worth it? In the end is that what the world wants? Is that what they deserve?

Amelia.
Matryona.
Anastasia.

Can there even be a next one?
Do I have anyone left to hurt love?

Why did I ask for one last dance?
Why?
How?
How could this happen?

Where did I go wrong?!

I... wonder if this is what each and every single one of them had to endure to reach it.
To reach divinity.

Achlys.
Kazfiel.
Azrael.

How much did you all suffer?
How much did you love?
How much did you lose?

If this is the cost of my path, then I can't afford to fail.

Nice to meet you. My name is .