Absence of Light, Her Genesis and Destruction.

[Absence]

"Until it fully manifests around your very form and erupts into existence. Take that black tainted Darkness and turn it into the very personification of Sin. Once you feel and embrace it further to the point of no return. It will become something to use, a power to harness. Let the corruption take hold." - Absence

Months have passed, he couldn't keep his promise. Though I said I would keep mine. I made a new promise... to prove him wrong. However, as new people appear before me I'm faced with something different. To guide those whom are lost? Find themselves before me. Everyday I share that Darkness I held close in my time of need. Soon they will share in what I've been molded by.

Every single time those maddening whispers appear within my mind now, I drown them out with his voice. Earrings that were made by him. Inscribed with a trigger that once activated would begin reciting the following as a Mantra...

"To find one's form is essential. What boon is there to being absent?"

"You are the sum of your actions, not your desires." - Anonymous

Now, I've become something new. Something wiser... something more patient. However, they loom over my presence constantly a never ending battle that will decide should I live or die. Before my time is up on this world I'll give them something to remember. That is my promise to you. As you know... when that time comes. We'll meet again and I expect you to kill me. I won't fight back or cry about the ending. I'll accept it knowing I was able to make a difference. Should those around me accept this change or completely rebuke it is to yet be decided. But, I'm ready for whatever comes my way now. Good, or bad.