11-10-2020, 03:16 PM
(This post was last modified: 11-10-2020, 03:17 PM by SerpentineOracle.)
My Dearest Friends,
I miss you all so much, even still, but this will be the last letter I write to you. I was deemed too weak to fight Achyon, but that's not what kept me home. I've been treating Mochan poorly. I'm always going off on whatever cause I feel I must, not even bothering to take his feelings into consideration. So I'm staying with him. We're catching up on lost time.
As for you all... I've been trying to keep your memory, but it's been dragging me down. I want to make things right, and to make up for my failures, but thinking of nothing but has been hurting me. I even wanted to erase the memory of you all, just to get rid of the pain, but that's not healthy. I'm starting to thing that writing to you isn't healthy either. So, this is my last letter to you.
I often think about the times when you all were alive, when it was just us against the world, overcoming every obstacle together and always landing on our feet. I could never imagine not being together, it was simply not an option. You were like family to me and I knew you all felt the same about me. So this is why it’s so difficult for me to no longer write letters to you. I never in a million years thought I would stop doing this but here I am…
I hope we meet again somehow, but it's time I properly lay you to rest. Goodbye, Aturan. Goodbye, Herusia. Goodbye, Puru. Goodbye, Welis. Goodbye, Kaga. Goodbye, Kira. Goodbye everyone, I hope you all rest well. Right now I'm really sad because I'll never hear any of you laugh again, and I'll never get to play in the dunes with you all. I guess even if I kept writing letters I wouldn't have that again. They say time gives you perspective. Time alone possesses the power to help you move on, to heal your wounds and heartaches, to turn your back on what must be forsaken, to forget. Who knows, maybe it will take a lifetime to heal, and maybe I will learn a valuable lesson.
I know I will still think about it but will be less painful over time. I'm sure I'll think about it less and less, even if it just comes back sometimes, an emotion I still can’t quite control, the reminiscing of some buried memories that accidentally wander through my mind. You are part of my past, of my story, of my life. Forever. But I know now that you will not be there in the future. Mochan will be, and I owe it to him to move on.
I think, I’m ready. I love you all and part of me will always love you… but I’m letting you go.
I miss you.
Goodbye my friends, may we meet in the next life.
I miss you all so much, even still, but this will be the last letter I write to you. I was deemed too weak to fight Achyon, but that's not what kept me home. I've been treating Mochan poorly. I'm always going off on whatever cause I feel I must, not even bothering to take his feelings into consideration. So I'm staying with him. We're catching up on lost time.
As for you all... I've been trying to keep your memory, but it's been dragging me down. I want to make things right, and to make up for my failures, but thinking of nothing but has been hurting me. I even wanted to erase the memory of you all, just to get rid of the pain, but that's not healthy. I'm starting to thing that writing to you isn't healthy either. So, this is my last letter to you.
I often think about the times when you all were alive, when it was just us against the world, overcoming every obstacle together and always landing on our feet. I could never imagine not being together, it was simply not an option. You were like family to me and I knew you all felt the same about me. So this is why it’s so difficult for me to no longer write letters to you. I never in a million years thought I would stop doing this but here I am…
I hope we meet again somehow, but it's time I properly lay you to rest. Goodbye, Aturan. Goodbye, Herusia. Goodbye, Puru. Goodbye, Welis. Goodbye, Kaga. Goodbye, Kira. Goodbye everyone, I hope you all rest well. Right now I'm really sad because I'll never hear any of you laugh again, and I'll never get to play in the dunes with you all. I guess even if I kept writing letters I wouldn't have that again. They say time gives you perspective. Time alone possesses the power to help you move on, to heal your wounds and heartaches, to turn your back on what must be forsaken, to forget. Who knows, maybe it will take a lifetime to heal, and maybe I will learn a valuable lesson.
I know I will still think about it but will be less painful over time. I'm sure I'll think about it less and less, even if it just comes back sometimes, an emotion I still can’t quite control, the reminiscing of some buried memories that accidentally wander through my mind. You are part of my past, of my story, of my life. Forever. But I know now that you will not be there in the future. Mochan will be, and I owe it to him to move on.
I think, I’m ready. I love you all and part of me will always love you… but I’m letting you go.
I miss you.
Goodbye my friends, may we meet in the next life.