11-06-2020, 02:25 PM
(This post was last modified: 11-09-2020, 03:22 PM by SerpentineOracle.)
My friends,
I left him. I left the army. I threw away everything I pledged to, leaving behind even my cloak. I was crying and throwing my sandals in a box. It hurt at the time, like ripping out a thorn, and maybe I bled, but I feel better now that it's over. I feel free! I feel like I have endless possibility. Most importantly, I don't feel like I'm without direction. For the first time since I lost you all, I think I might actually be able to be happy.
I went back to Mochan, and I'm sorry I ever even considered never seeing him again. I guess it's true that you don't know what you've lost until it's gone. I think I might [the words are furiously scribbled out]. It's too soon to say that! I do care about him. A lot. I don't know how I'm going to get him the materials to improve Miasma, though. I'll figure it out.
At least I can finally put more time into understanding how magi work. How I work. It's been a while since I've dreamt of drowning, but I feel like that was related to some sort of taint in my mana. I need to do more research.
I left him. I left the army. I threw away everything I pledged to, leaving behind even my cloak. I was crying and throwing my sandals in a box. It hurt at the time, like ripping out a thorn, and maybe I bled, but I feel better now that it's over. I feel free! I feel like I have endless possibility. Most importantly, I don't feel like I'm without direction. For the first time since I lost you all, I think I might actually be able to be happy.
I went back to Mochan, and I'm sorry I ever even considered never seeing him again. I guess it's true that you don't know what you've lost until it's gone. I think I might [the words are furiously scribbled out]. It's too soon to say that! I do care about him. A lot. I don't know how I'm going to get him the materials to improve Miasma, though. I'll figure it out.
At least I can finally put more time into understanding how magi work. How I work. It's been a while since I've dreamt of drowning, but I feel like that was related to some sort of taint in my mana. I need to do more research.