Charted Constellations

[ry0un0suke]

 
1738, Autumn
  
  So much as occurred. War wages on the earth. Bodies fall limp and souls make a hasty departure for the Stars. It's made me further look into my own little constellation that forms in my night sky. I feel fearful that their lights will dim and I'll no longer be able to bask in their ever giving light. It truly frightens me. Before I can lose any other Stars, I feel compelled to immortalize them through writing. While I can't see them in the true sky, in my own, I can...
Some are without, some are with. The chill of the wind and crunch of the leaves- The relocation of home has given me much to think on.
 
Branch Foi
  
Prie, a Star of Giving, Sacrifice
 
A fading Star. I've lost count of the times I've wept and wept and wept. But, before my sights were nothing but tears, I would smile. The sight of Prie left me smiling and feeling free yet safe and secure. For years, its reminded me of another Star, one also now faded. I call for you quite a bit. I bring my hands up and wish to feel the rays of your light as I once did before but, no amount of prayer will make it the case. The Angels and Stars have accepted this fading Star and I, too, must accept it. It's no easy, but I've learned to heal and manage. I will never forget what I've learned. The value of bonds and opening up. I'm not sure what I'll say if I got the chance to... Perhaps,
Thank you for believing that I could shine.
 
Spow, a Star of Happiness, Secrets
 
What a happy sight to behold. A sparkling emerald that seems to shine brighter even when things are grim. When the night sky only seems to darken and darken. I feel like I can speak truthfully to this Star. My thoughts shared in confidence. There's no judgement in the joyous shine. But it hides so much. Perhaps it shines too brightly, sparkles too much. It doesn't allow itself a break and I worry when I see that pulsates so much... A worry from care, love. It hurts, I know...
  
Rami, a Star of Order, Safety
  
So much structure in its glow. I'm not sure how I could pick that up from a Star. It's more distant from me but, even so, I can feel the care and concern. For years I have. I've grown alongside this Star, watching the change. I was always scared to look at this one. At times, I felt intimidated but I feel safe when with this Star. Rami provides quite a bit, more than its given credit for. I wish to spend more time beneath this light, learning just how it could emit itself in such a way...
  
 Nant, a Star of Distance
  
There's not much I can say for this Star. Not often does it catch my glance but, it makes up this Branch like the others. It holds an importance to me despite how distant it grows... It saddens me that this has become the case but, perhaps it's always been this way? I hope wherever it distances itself to it may find what it seeks.
  
Fa and Sea, Twin Stars of Zealous
  
Where do I even begin? These are new Stars, birthed into existence recently and shining so bright. I can feel the passion radiate from them both. Often one is not without the other, hence why they're the Twin Stars, Fa and Sea. Their light has been nothing but a pleasure. I cannot help but smile when in their presence, when gazing out. Both inspiring and concerning. I'm unsure how that's been done...

 

I know the importance of Stars as a faithful. But truly, when you step back and chart it out. They have more of an effect than one would realize initially. Perhaps everyone should take a step back and look at the sky when the sky darkens and darkens, and Stars dot the sky. 

I should write more. I've forgotten how fun it was to look at the past and think fondly of these Stars.