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Dear Diary,
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I am not sure what to write today,
to say I feel, would be a lie - something I can't spew in this way.
Should I throw back my hair, lie a little,
even while in the middle of this riddle?
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To say, I feel exhausted perhaps would be correct,
chasing this concept of I think perfect..
Stuck in this dream state, with a smile on my face,
feel like I am standing on a world so fake.
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I'll close my eyes, fall asleep,
hope those around me understand the what is the peak.
hope those around me understand the what is the peak.
Bring it on, I won't feel phased,
I just want to be praised...
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Too much to ask, that might be,
my blade sings of intent, of danger -
perhaps of a guarantee..
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I am, here now to protect others,
care for myself is lost, just like in a another.
You were the last brick to my wall,
I'll miss you, till hopefully I hear your call.
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