Glutton.

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"Redrah deirt evah dluohs I.."

"Яɘbɿɒʜ bɘiɿt ɘvɒʜ blυoʜƨ I.."

"I should have tried harder. " 

If then, maybe.. We wouldn't have to make any sacrifices. I fall after all. I died even if was for mere seconds. Yet that was enough, more than enough. For me to lose a friend and a father. I have been grown with the purpose of being a protector, a caretaker.  Yet I feel like, I failed.

Maybe I should have died instead of them...

but.. I am here now. 

I wonder if..  This is what flesh beings often refer as ; 

[ "Fate" ]

Maybe it is. Maybe not. That, I do not know anymore but my mother always make sure to tell me. 

["I will always love you my little baby sprout. Never forget that."] 

["You did not born wrong or you are neither a tool."] 

["You born and grow to be a protector my sprout."]

Which I often question, even now. Despite knowing how geniune and kind my mother is. Yet until now those thoughts often fly by me. I never liked to be called a tool.. Worthless being even.  Yet even if I put best of my effort, it effected me in some way or another. At least until now..

Right after Warden Cletus saved me. Mere seconds after my death and given me a second chance to walk on this plane once more. I finally realized it. He treated me as one of them.  Not as a tool. Not as a worthless being but a person. So is many other in Serenity. Right from it's start. Even if there can be arguments from time to time. 

I will be using the one chance given to me. As a way to further prove myself. 

I will be the protector, I grown to be. Not only for myself but also for them. 

I will consume anything and anyone that will try to oppose us, that will try to take them away from me.

I will consume them all. Until, they are nothing but a mere fertilizer.