07-29-2024, 01:14 AM
I'm a person, I know that I am.
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I deserve to be respected, my goals and ambitions deserve that same courtesy as well, and not thrown onto the floor and trampled upon.
So he's beaten me, in an attempt to break my body for what? Because I said I wanted more than what I was told? Because I told him to sod off because I don't need the disrespect?
So what's this all for. Why am I even in Fortune, what's the point of what I'm trying to do?
Yeah I was out there crying infront of everyone, how are they suppose to have respect for me now?
5,000 and fire seared down to my bones. That's what I'm worth.
I keep trying to do what's best for my clan, what's best for my goals, but I keep messing it up horribly.
How many times am I going to keep failing before I get it right?
How can anyone look to me for leadership if I can't lead myself to make the right decisions when it truly matters.
Do I dust myself off, bandage my words, harden my resolve and take the fight to the world?
Or do I just wallow in agony within this house on borrowed time. What am I worth?
What was the point of coming so far out here, what was the point of this.
I wish I could go back in time and burn my old self to the ground. Take her place, and make better decisions.
So he's beaten me, in an attempt to break my body for what? Because I said I wanted more than what I was told? Because I told him to sod off because I don't need the disrespect?
So what's this all for. Why am I even in Fortune, what's the point of what I'm trying to do?
Yeah I was out there crying infront of everyone, how are they suppose to have respect for me now?
5,000 and fire seared down to my bones. That's what I'm worth.
I keep trying to do what's best for my clan, what's best for my goals, but I keep messing it up horribly.
How many times am I going to keep failing before I get it right?
How can anyone look to me for leadership if I can't lead myself to make the right decisions when it truly matters.
Do I dust myself off, bandage my words, harden my resolve and take the fight to the world?
Or do I just wallow in agony within this house on borrowed time. What am I worth?
What was the point of coming so far out here, what was the point of this.
I wish I could go back in time and burn my old self to the ground. Take her place, and make better decisions.
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I don't think I believe in anything anymore.
It's sickening really, I people I've known for years and they just feel like strangers.
I barely understand them, I can barely understand how this was someone I knew.
Do I keep pushing forward like this? For what purpose does trying serve. Another accusation, another disagreement, another failure. It's a repetitive cycle, there's always something wrong with everything and I'm just done with people.
It's sickening really, I people I've known for years and they just feel like strangers.
I barely understand them, I can barely understand how this was someone I knew.
Do I keep pushing forward like this? For what purpose does trying serve. Another accusation, another disagreement, another failure. It's a repetitive cycle, there's always something wrong with everything and I'm just done with people.