The Last Temple of Aschea : Falenoris

[Tyrea]

Okay, I wanted this response to be more elaborate response given the time I have been bounded to this event, but this was supposed to be posted 7/2/2024. The fact that I this took that long is indicative for the loss of that spark I once had, but I won't bore you with philosophical rambling that are most likely incorrected.

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In short I am conceding the Last Temple. I made this choice when I couldn't get the commissions I needed for certain sprites, which rendered my plans impossible. After analyzing the plan, tatted and cut to the brink already as it was, I decided it wouldn't be worth it to not only run this event, but do everything I had planned including a second relay event , pages of a written story behind it, blowing money on commission and an angle patron at the very end, spent all this time I need for life stuff and run 16 minimal sessions between both events, only to achieve something that took me too long to realize was impossible.
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The re-review of my denied Aschean Nephilim, a dream that dies here, a dream that even if I achieve it the world she was meant for has come and gone. 

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I would be willing to surrender my notes if a DM want's to run this as a normal event. They are stored within one note so if their is a way I can transfer them. I doubt they would want to do the labyrinth I had planned, but perhaps they could get ideas for what this was meant to be. I'd like to sincerely apologies to the players who were looking forward to this, especially Tristrain and the arc I extended for this. I doubt my credibility as a DM would recover, but at least for the first time in a few months, I am free from one shackle that has weighted upon me.
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Though I have several more to free from myself before that spark can return, before I can create the one.