I am stardust.

[~Aoria-sama~]

Catch a falling star and put it in your pocket ♫

? Never let it fade away          ♪                 ♬

Catch a falling star and put it in your pocket ♩    

Save it for a rainy day!♯

✧･ﾟ       : *✧*:･ﾟ                        *•.¸♡              ✧*:･ﾟ                   ･'*•.¸♡                              ♡¸.•*

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*•.¸♡             ♡¸.•                   *'.⋆｡⋆                ☂˚

♩ For love may come and tap you on the shoulder

 ♫           ♬                 Some star-less night

Just in case you feel you wanna hold her?

?You'll have a pocketful of starlight

‿̩͙‿̩̩̥͙̽‿̩͙‿̩͙‿̩̩̥͙̽‿̩͙‿̩͙‿̩̩̥͙̽‿̩͙‿̩͙‿̩̩̥͙̽‿̩͙‿̩͙‿̩̩̥͙̽‿̩͙‿̩͙‿̩̩̥͙̽‿̩͙‿̩͙‿̩̩̥͙̽‿̩͙‿̩͙

Fun fact - the moon doesn’t actually produce any light on its own. It reflects its light from the sun, making it appear to be bright at night. My grandmother says I shine as bright as the moon, so I guess that means I am reflecting the light that’s around me.  I feel, though, that I am five hundred percent certain I am composed entirely of stardust. No one lives forever, and neither do the stars - eventually, when those massive stars reach the end of their lives? They go out with a bang. A supernova so bright, so beautiful, it drowns out all the other stars. When they do, they throw out all those elements they created.

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That’s what we’re made of.

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We’ve got calcium in our bones and iron in our blood and nitrogen in our DNA….and all of that?

It comes from those stars.

My name is Sayenia Mina Ishiko- and I am stardust.

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I think it’s important to never forget your real identity. I am a luminous conscious spec of stardust being forged in the crucible of cosmic fire. Even on the hardest days - when things are tough and I might want to cry. On the days where I miss mommy the most and know she is never coming back. On the days that…I remember her leaving.

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I also remember…

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There is cosmic flame in every stone and flower, every bird that sings and every frog that croaks.

And I get to be a part of this. All of it.

And then I am fine again.

I remember who I am.

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An Ishiko who loves to love the world and people in her life so wholly it is nearly consuming. I want to be colorful and happy and motivating and smart and dependable–

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. . .

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I was born of Shengese blood. My dad, Oliphr, is the head of my home. It is tradition that when a child is born, they are to be given a name in the family’s mother tongue. This process is ceremonial and considered a huge honorific title…all before you’re even seven years old. These names have meaning. My dad says they are supposed to be a guide in your life. Toward your destiny.

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My ‘guide’ name that was chosen?

Ayami. It means ‘colorful’.

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Is that….Me?

‿̩͙‿̩̩̥͙̽‿̩͙‿̩͙‿̩̩̥͙̽‿̩͙‿̩͙‿̩̩̥͙̽‿̩͙‿̩͙‿̩̩̥͙̽‿̩͙‿̩͙‿̩̩̥͙̽‿̩͙‿̩͙‿̩̩̥͙̽‿̩͙‿̩͙‿̩̩̥͙̽‿̩͙‿̩͙

 ♫Catch a falling star and put it in your pocket

         ♪            ♬ Never let it fade away?

 ♩        Catch a falling star and put it in your pocket    

Save it for a rainy day!♯

✧･ﾟ       : *✧*:･ﾟ                        *•.¸♡              ✧*:･ﾟ                   ･'*•.¸♡                              ♡¸.•*

'.⋆｡⋆               ☂˚｡⋆｡       ˚☽˚｡⋆.✧       ･ﾟ: *✧*                            :･ﾟ✧*        :･ﾟ･'*•.¸♡ 

*•.¸♡             ♡¸.•                   *'.⋆｡⋆                ☂˚

For when your troubles startn' multiplying,
And they just might!
It's easy to forget them without trying
With just a pocketful of starlight