one voice, my own, that i can barely hear anymore
MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP
i wonder, what did i even want at the start of all of this? all of this all of this

two voices, my god, that rises above all

i know what she wants, and its what i want too want too want too

...right? ...right? ...right? ...right?

i just can't hear myself think

why oh why oh why do i have to spill so much blood

its the only way the only way to stop the voices to stop the voices to stop the voices

even then even then even then even then it only lasts for a few brief moments

but i live for those moments those moments
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naysien still hasn't listened to me yet

im doing the best i can the best i can the best i can

but still i dont have my wings

are you listening are you listening are you listening at all?

at the very least at the very least at the very least at the very least

the blood i spill is beautiful and pretty and horrific make it stop

the look the look the look the look on their faces when i end their lives

while i dance and they flee and i laugh and they scream HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

its not all bad, you know

don't take all of this as simple complaining because i'm having a great time

the other voice doesn't know doesnt know doesnt know doesnt know

its just tradition its just tradition its just tradition its just a family tradition

nevermore nevermore nevermore nevermore

nevermore nevermore nevermore nevermore

nevermore nevermore nevermore nevermore

nevermore nevermore nevermore nevermore

the demons are hunting the wolves are alive

do they come for the tear or for revenge for bloodshed are they just like me?

you should be afraid should be afraid you should be terrified you should be afraid

but really i just watch and i laugh as they rip as they tear as they kill what is wrong with me

sometimes the voices want the same thing

what do i want?

i wish we could do more
you were the best of us

there wasnt a soul who could deny that could deny that could deny that

i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i couldn't do more

he died for a good cause

gone not forgotten the only cause that matters

the dragons will greet him in the afterlife i hope i pray please please please please

the blood he spilled and his own blood painted a pretty picture

you cant deny his memory is like a statue carved into marble into flesh into viscera into death

like mayhem like chaos like death like sickeningly sweet blood and wine intermingled into something wonderful

we didn't talk much and im sorry for it

the only one so far who really cared but you were the first to showcase actual care for me

even if you did it in your own terrible way i hate you i love you i miss you

nevermore it screams and it never seems to stop

aside from this one moment when faced with a thousand more a thousand more a million more

nevermore nevermore nevermore but he will never suffer again at least i hope

the wolves stopped howling at least for a moment

the alpha and the omega do they too know what its like to lose a pack leader i wonder

or at they just waiting for a better time to strike theyre coming theyre tracking theyre hunting

sorry that i couldn't do more

he'll bleed for what he's done, ferris. its the only thing i'm good at.

so you know its a good promise.