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turmoil - Drive - 08-24-2022 I saw death, I saw destruction, I felt pain. I don't know what to do anymore. The pain for my people, I feel, deep within. The pain I inflict on other, over some self-made crusade.. There's so much blood on my handss, and I don't think I can take it anymore... I can't. It's been so long since you were here, Lestia and I miss you, so, so much... But there's nothing I can do but drink and reminsce about our time together. ![]() It hurts me so.. I tried to avenge you. I thought them all monsters... But they're more human than I ever was, since I lost you. I don't know what to do.. All I feel is pain. All I do is inflict pain. I can't live like this. I wasn't living. I never did, not since I lost you. I pushed everyone away, since you left, even your own brother. ![]() I can't fight anymore. I can't live like this. I can't force myself to be in pain for you. That's all I did. No more.
I will live a life worth living.
I can't be a creature of hate.
I'm so sorry.
I'm done.
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