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Ugliness - Peepers - 12-27-2024 ![]() Do you believe in miracles?
Do they even exist?
I want to make a miracle one day.
Mother told me that they'll never be for someone like me.
Someone said that I was as miracle on my own. Why do I have to be a miracle for someone else? What if I don't want to be someone's blessing? The shroud of beliefs and worship falls down. I don't want this.
They won't listen to me, though.
They say I should never see the outside again.
I'll be tainted, it's what they say.
Sometimes, they come to my home.
It is a single room.
They tell me to make them something.
So I do.
Nothing I make is wrong in their eyes. 'A message from above' they call it. What does that mean? I just draw whatever they're talking about. I've turned to painting, lately.
It's the same thing for them, no matter.
Anything I say or do is thought to be beautiful.
Beauty... I hate the word so much.
RE: Ugliness - Peepers - 04-16-2025 ![]() I didn't believe in miracles. They've never existed back then. They didn't seem to exist in the future. I was wrong in the disbelief. I'm glad I was. Do you think even mistakes go to Avalon?
Do you think it even exists? What about those that sinned against such? What if I don't want to go until they're with me? I don't really want to go.
I'm just really tired. No matter what I do, my eyes close. My stomach hurts. I just wanted to be seen as who I am.
Who I was supposed to be, who I was not in the end- Neither of those mattered. I just wanted to be seen as me. As Apollone.
Hey, Artemiss...
I want to see you shine more beautiful than even Her.
Okay?
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